it only hurts because you want it to hurt.

well, lets not hurt anymore shall we?

coming clean.

you know, in life, there's always going to be one point where your just tired with the effort that your trying to make. some say it is at this point you should try harder. because success is just so near.

but just stop at think.

what if in the end, it wasnt worth fighting for anyways, and maybe, just maybe, you never really wanted it after all. or maybe, life's just playing with making you think that you do want it now and that you'll never wake up and regret of wanting it, but you do wake up and regret anyways.

well, im done playing that game. im not giving up, im simply walking away.

GAME OVER. you win.

call up your friends, im sure they're happy for you.

songs.

there's so many songs that'll remind me of us.

there so many people that i miss.

so many uncollected moments. unrecorded moments.

i wish i could pause it all and return back to the time where comfort was just so easy.

but i cant.

welcome

its been a while since im satisfied with what i write.

but im ready to begin again.

current addiction : matched and vertical horizon.

a little faith.

to my best friend,

you were never mine to begin with.

but im glad for having the two years we had.

all i hope is that she makes you happy. something i never was able to do i guess.

fake a smile.

and things will be alright.

heart break

i just wish u would come back.