breath.

well, the last 7 months has been one hell of a ride.

i like to think of it as my very own 'summer holiday'.

you know, one of the moments like the one in the hollywood stories, where you say good bye to the endless homeworks and hello, to the bright sunny days. just one time of total fun, the long hours, the endless flings.

yup, SUMMER.

well, summer was a blast.

i had time to work on myself, regain old friendships, update my theory on the male population (giggles)

but, truly, summer taught me on life. and love.

love?

to fall in love is easy but to fall in love with the right guy is impossibly hard.

for the guy might not be the one, and the right guy just might be the one that you completely ignored and just simply the one that you hate the most.

see how complicated it is?

but, one thing is for sure, if he is the one. than you'll know it one day.

for he will be the one to smile when u just simply despise him,
to come back when you told him to go away,
and would go away when he knows he couldnt give you what you want.

ok. fullstop.

next? life.

summer brought along lots of self discovery.

i realised that i do have some love for him, despite my endless denial.
i do can change if i wanted.
and i sure can be one irritating little sister and daughter.

hahaha, anyhow, summer's coming to an end, school is about to start.

its now time for me to leave old flings behind, leave behind the heartbreaks, the memories of lgk,
the endless talks, ym chattings, facebook(damn!),myspace(double damn!), and all those addictive things,(yes, that includes texting)

im here, to start fresh, to end the old life. and start a new one.

the one that does look eligible to be called, one day, as DR wan nur fatin.

no matter how it hurts to leave this all behind, someone told me to be strong, and to remember that its all about the studies.

so, say HELLO BANTING!
im coming..

-fats.