and she made it.

with all the madness that has been surrounding me...
sarah finally gave me the golden ticket, a one way trip out of misery

the link to mara's PILN result.

*click,

tat, tat, tat

and the result appears,


Nama:WAN NUR FATIN BINTI WAN MOHD FUAAD
No. Kad Pengenalan : (certain numbers )
Keputusan:BERJAYA
Bidang: PERUBATAN
Program Persediaan:INTERNATIONAL BACCALAUREATE
Tempat Persediaan:KOLEJ MARA BANTING

aminnn....

i praised the Allah the Almighty, alhamdullilah...

the moment was too much as i could not contain it all in.

finally, i gave in. i cried. gasping in tears, i called the one person that i could think of, emir.
as awkward as it was, the dear boy had to listen to my sobbing voice at 2 am. sorry kamu.

however it was all much more meaningful when she came in, my mother.

mama came in as i dragged her out of bed at 2 am. suspecting nothing i held her glasses out to her and pointed to the screen of the flashing laptop.

little did i expected her next reaction.

mama blinked for a while at the bright pink laptop before looking back to me. excited myself, i was smiling as wide as my lips would allow me.
mama was holding back her tears. that startled me for a moment.
and then she embraced me in her arms. sobbing silently in my arms.

"you made it", she said.

i could feel the past flashing through my mind. all the hardworks. the late night stay ups. aen, leeya, sri. you made this possible.

the cry of a mother definitely can creep into the depths of your soul. i have always worked hard for her, so mama this is for you, i vowed, at that moment,

IM DEFINITELY GONNA MAKE THIS HAPPEN, DR WAN NUR FATIN.

so girls, pack your bags. we're hitting banting this june!