shush now,

all they see of her is a smiling face,
someone they could share a secret,a problem,and she'll be there
by any means she will.
to her, the thought of a broken hearted friend
is too unbearable.
she'll do whatever it takes.
break the guys heart for making her friend cry.
she would protect them.

being brave when her friends are in need of her.

just so the others wont know how she feels

to them, she is a girl of great spirits, joy beyond means
the perfect friend.

yet, there she is, putting up with her demons

she feels dismissed, unimportant, and unworthy.

why does no one see her?

look at her beyond the mask?

her heart is drenched with fear, regret, and its breaking slowly.
but they'll never see her that way.
not a shed of tear, not a word of truth, no one shall know.

but she could not take it no more.
the lies, the betrayal
all she needs is someone that could comfort her
someone that could protect her like how she would have protected them

but she knows she'll never find one.
not in this lifetime.
but she yet keeps wishing
but only to be greeted with nights of silent music and tormentful tears

so, there she stands, empty, with a rotting heart, a forceful breath

and a mask that shows a made up smile.