choice.

i've always knew this day would come.

the day when i would have to choose.

between my past or my future.

choosing between two things that i love.

you see, it was never easy for me to choose to let go of langkawi (very cliche, i know but to hell with it) but i still get digested over the simplest things when it comes to langkawi. i mean, once semua tentang kita starts to play in the mp3, tears would start to swell up in my eyes, i mean how pathetic can i get! but thats the truth, im not sure why it happens but it does, and know banting is slowly swallowing me in and i cant seem to let go of langkawi.

i shiver inside by every touch of banting, im just so afraid of losing langkawi inside of my memory, losing how it feels like to laugh with ohana, my trips with my homeroom, and my old friends, uninety, the feeling of feeling so happy in your own skin, knowing that everyone around you would protect you no matter what,

is this how you feel when you grow up?

im stuck, torn between the phases of my life, with a choice to make.

a choice that won't come easy.